I Swear

I won't cry.

I sit by the window my face wet from rain.
I try to forget the fear and the pain.

I close my eyes and let the wind brush my face.
I try to forget why I'm here in this place.

I let out a sigh of weary exhaustion.
I try to say words calm and with caution.

I'm not good at facing any of my fears.
I try not to cry any of those tears.

I can't find someone in the world who cares,
But I promise i won't cry I solomnly swear.