His Love

I am confused...I know he loves me...I KNOW!!! But why does he do this to me?

My heart grows
My heart lessens

How can he be doing this to me?

When he looks at me I freeze in place
All my emotions show on my face
But he breaks my heart
Over and over again

We scream and yell
We break up then get back together
But without him my life is no better
I can't stand it!

Can he not see how he treats me!
I scream at him to let me be
But I can never walk away
He won't let me go

I cry in my bed
I try to stop him coming into my thoughts
I really love him
I know FOR SURE his love will not dim

But I am confused
How can he treat me like this
How can he say he loves me and give me a kiss
But the next day hit me

That doesn't matter though
I love him and he loves me
We are both very happy
I know it for sure