Abandonment

This came out of my journal..

Are you feeling alive tonight?
I haven’t since you met her
I’ve got scars bigger than me
I know we don’t talk about this
(We don’t talk at all)
But we both know it’s there
Jealousy is our greatest enemy
And I’m not even the jealous type
You abandoned your oldest friend
For your new girlfriend
She’s trashy, mean, not even pretty.
But I guess she’s better company than me.