Falling Hard

Falling in love for the first time, with someone I shouldn't be falling in love with

So here I am in this ugly grey chair
Watching the sun stroke your icy blond hair
Wishing that ray of sun could be my hands

There's a list of reasons four miles long
Why falling in love with you is wrong
Written in a language hearts don't understand

I'm watching the flourescent lights
Paint flecks of gold across your eyes
Like fireflies in a sky of endless perfect blue

Oh, I'm falling
Out of a steady airplane ride
I am falling
Into a turbulent blue sky
But my god it's so beautiful
I'm falling hard
But it's beautiful from here

And I think as I'm still sitting here
How bad would it be if I didn't interfere
What if I don't mind that I'm falling hard for you

What if I want to?