You have no idea

deppresion expressed in my own words

You have no idea
You think im happy
You think im content
But if you could see the thoughts
The thoughts I think
The darkness in my mind
The blackness of my heart
All I see is death
All I know is the end
Every beat of my heart is filled with heartache
Every breath I take is forced
Everey day I live is wasted away
Little by little I fade away
And yet you cant see it
My depression
My heartache
Is all caused by you
How could I be so stupid
The one thing I want
Is the one thing I will never have
I have come up with a conclusion
One you should know
Love is depression
And depression is love