Us

Remembering old times at the waterfront by the train tracks.

The trains used to pass by as we stood on the platform.
A cool ocean breeze often greeted us.
And it felt as if time stood still.
As to why I can't let this memory go,
I'll never know...

And I'll never understand why I means so much...
Especially now that a year has past...
The image remains so visibly clear.

I can still see the smile on your face...
Each time we kissed...
I can still feel the deep breaths you took
As I held you close.

There's a lingering sadness that I can't shake...
When I think about what we said to one another...
And what we meant to one another...
It saddens me that we still aren't together as one.

I loved you...
I still do.
For that will never change.

But when I think of us...
I think... "What if..?"
And that's no way to live life...
Wondering about the ifs...
Now you're nothing but a faded memory...
That plagues my mind from time to time...
I wonder if you think about me,
Or us?

Probably not.
Maybe I'm just a faded memory too...

Who knows?

But I'm done wondering.