What Happened to My Roses

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    A broken promise, a broken dream. A deep cut into reality. Too young to understand, too old to play along. Not innocent enough. Broken by a true friend. Left to blame. No chance to recover. No chance to reclaim. Disgrace fills my mind. Giving up, have no selfworth. Care less to live, care less to die.
                        Why feel this way
                        What happened to my roses
                        Did they all melt away
                        Why stab me with thorns
                        Think I can't bleed
    Life looks black. Can't see past pain. Fallen to far to hold on. Can't live up to your standards. Killed by your ignorance. Dead by dismay. Encased by hate.
                          Why feel this way
                          What happened to my roses
                          Did they all melt away
                          Why stab me with thorns
                          Think I can't bleed
    Exhaling desperation. A motive for insanity. Bring me my executioner. Lay me in my sarcophagus. Keep on mortifing me to reinforce your hate. Reliance crushed, shown unvaluable. I'll surely be forgotten.
                          What happened to my roses