Alone

this is a poem i have no idea when i wrote. but is prolly from same time frame as others

help help
not heard help help
not noticed
help help wasted life
help help
what to do
to do who knows
when who knows
i am just am
not understanding
looking past and future one lost
one found
yet do i have ither
no both are not her
help help alone am i
cant touch cant feel
cant be
cold alone help alone
so so here i stand looking in
on others
here i stand watching
here i stand yet none see me
as a ghost or wrath am i
some say they see some act like they know
alone help alone
those that think they do see only a face a small bit of me
those that think they feel cant touch
toch they can only touch a small bit
we are all alone in our minds
no one can see what we hide there
we are alone alone
each day each day we drift alone
cant and wont let others see all
all that we are all that we want
all that we need
all that makes us who we are
what we are is but a shell to show others
not our true selfs those are always alone always