time of death...10:17pm

prose i wrote shortly after my release from prison on nov 6 2008

Target Acquired 7:42a.m.
Plan in motion
Calculated planning
Perfect execution

Blind rage
Nervous anticipation
Dripping sweat
Virgin attempt

Target captured
Minimal struggle
Use of force
Small victory

Transfer complete
Subject restrained
Heart rate uncontrollable
Complete fear

Leather straps
Iron chains
Sealed chamber
Beautiful tools

Fingers first
Eyelids next
Precision cuts
Extreme joy

Blood drains
Veins severed
Lips muted
No screams

Long suffering
Intense pain
Bodily evisceration
Intense arousal

Deeper slashes
Severed tendons
Extreme euphoria
Heaven on earth

Body limp
Heart stops
Sadness ensures
Ended to fast

Time of death 10:17 P.M.