Back Again

Being in a relationship where you're treated badly but you still can't end it.

I've been here before.
I've cried these tears.
He brings me back to this place
where everything hurts.
My body has gone numb.
This is pain is too familiar yet somehow
his words bring me back to him.
He makes me hate myself for blaming him.
For leaving him.
He hurt me
He hurt me
Why do i let him have this control?
Make me still care...
He isn't worth this but somehow
he makes me believe with all certainty that he is.
I've been here before.
I've cried these tears.
He brings me back to this place.
He was no different.
He hurt me
He hurt me
Still he makes me believe
He could be.