a wish to dream

loss that cannot be gone

a wish to dream

True I cannot possibly be
Without you.
This so called heavenly
Concoction makes me puke
I want to leave
But never without you!
Or take me out into
Solemn extravaganzas
I am happier ever there
Than anything you could
Ever offer me
Place me in a ricocheting tunnel
Let the ugly voice guide me
Voices I hear
Crazily deafen my senses
Excuses aren’t evenly applicable
The heart inside my frame
Is not as in yours
I need to feed its thirst to survive
My company lies in a distance
I wish to dream that distance
But then freedom is not mine
In this smoke in slang challenged space
I tell you now
Let me walk or offer me space
I don’t avoid insignificance.

malavika