Is this supposed to be all of it?

Love is sometimes not worth losing yourself... ugh meh [feen=slang obsess]

Make up and break up
Again and again
and people find this to be... fun?
no...

No

there was a time when you didn't matter to me
there was a time when I was all that mattered
stripping me away... ripping at me...
this emotion over powers me...
this is supposed to feel good?
This is what everyone is raving about?
Why?...
Why suffer yourself... for this... all we do is break up...
If it is done then its done... hold on to dying corpses isn't fun
giving up your moral values to accompany you when you leave me dry isn't fun...
no...

No
its not...

other girls may fawn
other girls may feen...
but no...

No

I am not that
I am going back to caring and loving for me...