What’s on my mind

This is bout a guy that i used 2 like in the 7th grade. Lol.

What's on my mind
May not be the best for us
If it is it's hard 2 say
The truth hurts sometimes
It may not for you
But even the thought of it in mind hurts my heart and soul
I search and search for a way out
A door
A portal
But all I find is you and me standing here
In silence
Hoping the words come pouring out
Like I hear in my head
But when your right in front of me
It's harder then getting you out of my head
What's on my mind may be better left unsaid
So here I stand
Searching for a way out
A way out of this pain