Why aren't you proud?

Questions everyone wishes to ask at some point.Not my best work. Feedback appreciated.

With you there’s no winning
It’s always my fault
I’m never good enough
And I pretend to act tough
But inside I’m screaming
A cry you can’t hear
But to me it’s so loud
‘Why aren’t you proud?’
Why don’t you care?
What have I done wrong?
Why can’t you smile?
Every once in a while?
With you there’s no winning
It’s always my fault
And my scream grows ever loud
‘Why aren’t you proud?’