My Love

my darling

When I first saw you, I knew I had to get to know you.....
Your eyes were enchanting....
Your smile was devilish...
Your hands were strong...
When someone would say your name I would become very attentive....
When you would kiss me, the butterflies would flutter in my stomach...

Everytime I see similar hair as yours, a similar walk, a similar truck I have to look twice to make sure it wasn't you.

My love,
My darling,
If there was anything I could say to make you stay I would
I have no shame
Life doesn't make sense without you
I just know it is wrong without you.

I never meant to hurt you
I never intended to hurt anyone
If I could shake this world and sort it out I would just to get to you.

I've thought of the mercy death would have for me,
but if I did that then there would be no possible way for me to be with you.

The nights have robbed me of my dreams of you.
I can barely remember your eyes, your jaw, the curves of your face,
My love, I am so sorry for having failed you.