Standing, Waiting, Falling

It's about a lost love, and no longer wanting to loose.

Standing, waiting, falling is it all the same?
Yes... If I stand here and wait for you I will surely fall.
If I were to fall, would you catch me?
No... You are too busy for me, you were falling too.
Falling, falling... Will it ever stop?
Only if it I hit the bottom, so far down... I can't turn to see it.
What horrors it might hold.
What tales it has told.
I was there once before,
But I remember it no more.
What am I to do?
What can I do?
Just wait, wait for it all to end!
Wait for the possibility to climb back up again.
Such a long way up, it should be a very long climb.
Why can't I just stay down here, why can't I just stay?
It would be easier, so much so.
Stay, stay, this is what I'll do.