Lasting Sorrow

I wrote this in one of my darkess moods.

The blackness is coming

but not fast enough

tears are present

but cannot be found

I lay in bed waiting to go under

with questions running through my head

who to choose?

which one's for me?

I don't know who I am

or what I should be

guess I'll never know

the blackness is here

to take me for all of eternity