A Secret Life

The title pretty much describes it all. This is my life, but no one knows this side of it.

Just hold your breath and count to three
Now feel the pain,
It's all you need.

They don't pay attention,
They won't understand.
Ignoring your cries,
Your drifting from land.

So hold your breath and count to three
Just cut your wrist,
Then watch it bleed.

They say that your worthless,
They say they don't care,
So tonight is the night,
That death haunts the air..

Now hold your breath and count to three,
Slowly slit your throat,
And gasp your last plea..