Two Face Me

This came about to help other's understand my inner battle.

Who am I?
Am I me?
Or am I you?

Down inside me is where you dwell
That is where you need to stay
Given the chance to irradicate you - I may
You make my life hell

I feel like a coin
It's the luck of the flip
Because I have two sides

But with the wrong flip - I loose my grip
Half of my goes - on an acid like trip
As the other picks up a strong drink - and begins to sip
Causing my whole being - to rip

Breaking everything in sight
All while trying to get into a fight


It's only when I finally reach the absolute top
That I stop
And then drop

......

When I wake - the other side doesn't know
Someone who was once your friend - now may be your foe

Don't lie
You love the feeling of this high
But think
The other side may eventually take control
And know
No one really wants that - deep within their soul