Mummy

A personal piece which means a lot to me.

Mummy won't you love me
If even for a day
Just to be like old times
Back in the day.

I miss you like mad
But I also hate you too
To others that sounds really bad
But actually not to you.

I see you all the time
And yet you walk on by
Its like you dont even see
The daughter I long to be.

Someday when the years go by
You'll think of this and maybe cry
Maybe we will work it out
Each day I live with growing doubt

I dread the day you pass away
How I'll never get the chance to say
I love you mum
Why can't you see
It's a love I know I'll never see.