Lament

A lament about the love of my life and the end of my hope in her love.

Here goes my heart beating
The phone still lit and vibrating
She wants to see me and have me
Reason out the door, to her I flee

Now the heartbreak is to come
Now the misery consumes
I lover her and she loves me!
Her greatest weapon a love that can kill

You call it kinky and sexy
To betray me for a fantasy
I want to please you and love you
Reason out the door, to him you flew

Now the betrayal has ended
Now the friendship expected
I lover her and she loves me?
His greatest weapon a love he can steal

Does she know? Does he know?
My two best friends manifest my deepest hatred
Do I reject them and give up their piece of me
Or do I accept it and learn to hate myself

Now my heart is broken and ripped
Now the question remains
Who to blame? Who to love?
My greatest weapon a love I can give.