My feelings right after my brother died

This was ther first day after I found out my brother died unexpectedly.

Loosing Jim

Looking Ahead to future times
Is no longer easy.
It is a dark place that
Is difficult to see clearly.

The light which showed  the way
Has gone out. Without a glimmer of warning
It is gone.



No way for future joy to be seen
No way for future  laughter to be imagined.

Long dark cold future
without light.