"First Catastrophe(Love)"

Some spare work I have

That first night i saw you.
It seemed like you were someone i knew.
This feeling i felt was very new.
My heart was stuck to you like glue.

I said "This feeling is like nothing I know".
I was seriously like, "whoa".
There was something about you, a glow?
You presence made time passing feel so slow.

But deep in my heart there was a pang,
and you you just left me there to hang.
All i thought or felt was, "Dang...."

But even to this day i can feel your hand.
I think about it but i just don't undestand.

Now I realize you were my first.
I was so young, i still had that premature thirst.
Never did I realize, your first is the very first curse.