OOHU(opposite of hate you )

For Julius A. Howell

Fuck you’re me melting smile-slow departure.

Bathroom tile catches my fall as love hemorrhages within.



Gutted by your demands I sob in silence.

Enjoy another BITCH for your ego .



Want to make you bleed -my tears poisoning spirit .

Murdered any trust I will ever have .



Satan is pleasing to the eye-for me he will always  wear your face .

Impurities spread roots in your essence – refuse the slaughter of your golden calfs

To rip them out –fill the gaping holes with salt .



My sociopathic  nightmare, ruby thorn draining all hope and whish.

To survive you I must claim freedom, yet in all futures I call your name .





© 2007 Alexandra