Tonight

Poem about a guy I was never good enough for, only partially true.

Tonight I wanna bleed
So I’ll bleed out all the lies
Tonight I wanna scream
But the blade will silence all my cries
Tonight maybe I’ll dream
And I’ll see us as we
See what we could have been
But for now I’ll be set free
I’m suffering inside the truth
Because I’ve lived in my own lies
Now I’m reaching for the noose
To finally stop my drowning eyes
I had to watch you fall
Because I wasn’t enough to make you fly
I had let you make excuses
But if I had been enough
You wouldn’t have had to die
So tonight I wanna feel
Feel the pain tear and burn through
Tonight I wanna die
Cause then I can be next to you
So tonight I’ll let it all out
And watch these seconds pass
Tonight I’ll bleed my finality
As this breath becomes my last