Taxotere

Hopelessness felt when ravaged by chemo

Poison drips precisely drip drip drip drip
into spidery fouled veins
drip drip drip drip
sticky devastating poison
purposely placed to destroy
my body
already scared attacked
by scapels now facing
chemical attack

Poison explodes from orfices
debilatating agonising
excuriating PAIN
Gushing tears
Gushing bowels
Muscles spasming
screaming
aching
Mind anguished
lost searching

FOCUS LOST
victim of hope
dying to live
struggling to hold
onto Me
Courage depleted
Taxotere
healer/ destroyer?
We shall see!