Betrayal Of Lust

What it feels like to be betrayed.. to feel unworthy in the eyes of your lover

My body is ashed with contemptuous longing
But my heart is filled with distrust
Your eyes barely seeing, are filled with desire
And my body is now burned to dust

I see them through your lying, veiled eyes
Pages of faces, torsos and limbs
You are drunk with their bodies and drinking their souls
While, I am drowning in your sweet sin

My wedded finger bruised, aching, and numb
Pricked with blood and isolation
And as you utter every word you have ever said
I watch our sacred desocration

Your mind is full with their lips their tongues
I am screaming without a voice to be heard
Heart broken, punch drunk by the sight of you
I am just another broken bird.