Why

I was perplexed as to why he lusted for me instead of loving me

Why can't I have you?
You know I want and need you
Is this a game? 'Cause I'd do anything for you
Why can't you love me?
I know you want my body
Why can't you just put love and lust together?
If your life was on the line, I'd be there ahead of time
You know that I would take a BULLET for you
We both know you know this and we both know you're well aware
Also, we both know that you just don't care
Even after all the shit that you have put me through, why was I always running back to you?