I Can But Then Again I Can't

Umm I just wrote it right now cuz I have alot going one

I can take these words and make us real
I can take the pain that we both feel
I once took the pain of everyone
now I hold the pain of only one
I cut to release
I cry to make it normal enough to stay
I scratch
I curse
I pull myself up off the dirt
I can't help but ponder
I can't help but cut
I can't think this through
I honestly believed
It was just me and you