Right Now

A deeply personal plea to my Heavenly Father, asking Him where He is, "Right Now".

Sometimes I feel you are right here next to me.
Right now you’re as gone as can be.
Sometimes I feel as if you stand right here.
Right now I feel as if you barely see me.
Sometimes I am filled with my faith for you.
Right now you are lost in the sea.
Sometimes I feel you are in my heart.
Right now, what happened to the key?
Sometimes I feel you hear my prayers.
Right now I feel you do not listen.
Sometimes I feel you are with me when I am sick.
Right now I feel you never care if I mend.
Sometimes I feel you carry me through trouble.
Right now I think you ignore me as I pass.
Sometimes I take all the love you can give.
Right now, I wonder if it can last.