GoodBye GrandPa

I wrote this poem 1 day b4 my grandpa died!may his soul rest in peace!I love u grandpa<3

Holding on to this hope
Even I know it's all wrong
Keeping faith in my heart
Knowing it's the last card
Praying all along the night
Watching him die in this fight
Hoping my tears will wash away
All the pain he had to pay.
Seeing him combat this disease
Crying out " Stop, Please !"
Remembering how he used to be
How he smiled and hugged me
Looking deep into his eyes
Reflecting depression of failed tries
He tried so much to be strong
Extend his life and make it long.
Im watching ger disepate
Under the cirsumstances of this fate
Her father fading in her hands
Day after day his life will end
God , Im begging you
Pick a decision of those two :
Take him and let him rest
Or leave him with the best
Give my grandpa what he deserves
A lifde or death before his new birth !

10-2-11
Grace