Poison

Written about my ex over a year ago. Have not talked to him in about a year

I hate the fact that after all this time...
I still let you in my life.
After all the drama, the bulls***, the tears, the arguments, the degrading.
Still I stay.
I am not with you,
but I'm lonely.
When we're both lonely
We end up together.
Under the influence and stupid.
I stay around for another round of you
and I take all the bulls*** like a champ.