Decisions

normally hate descriptions but this is something new im tryingcompletely free expression.

Sometimes I hate you,
sometimes i love you,

you make me smile
you make me cry

no one can tell me its not real
but why is it soo hard

why dont you feel like me
why dont you see like me

its so frustrating
you just dont understand

i want you i need you
but im starting to resent you

i dont like what this anger makes me into
i dont like feeling this way about you.

what do i do
where do i go from here

the battle of self and us
why is it always a battle

why do i have to make a choice?