Wishes

Why am I here? I want to just disappear.

Erase me, erase my pain
Erase the skin that covers my veins

All this trouble, all this blame
I add nothing but shame to my name

You say I'm faking, It's all in my head
But this pain is so real, I wish I were dead

I try to be normal, I try to be okay
But, I'm not sure if I can live this way

I wish I were better, I wish I were you
I wish I could act just the way you do

Then, you would love me. Then, you would care
Then, I might have a reason to be here