My First Poem

my first poem it might not be written well but thats how your first is supposed to be.

Love is magical
but ,I shall not let it sink in ,
for I am strong, independent women
but what i feel is as positive as the sun rising tomorrow,
as positive as the death that lies before us all .
Not to mention who I love was not planned
it is as impossible to be together as Romeo and Juliet ,
the montages and the Capulets.
but when I see my sun,
the one who gives me light,
I do nothing but stare even though sooner or later I will blind myself,
but as the sun rises and leaves,
he will always rise and also leave but one thing I shall not fear ,
for he will always reappear just like the golden sun,
but this time I fear that he will appear,
I will deny my love for my sun,
For his love is like a murder it stabs me whenever i think of him,
thus I shall be the one who disappears but never appear.