If Only

I'm depressed.. ahah. I'm 16 give me a break.

If only you could see.. How you rip me apart.
If only you could see.. How I understand letting you go was stupid.
If only you could see.. How you have a boyfriend, but you keep getting prettier.
If only you could see.. How, even after everything I still care so much.
If only you could see.. How I used to think you were the one.
If only you could see.. How I still think you're the one.

If only I could see.. How much pain I put you through.
If only I could see.. How no matter what I do, you'll never love me again.
If only I could see.. How you can't love me again.
If only I could see.. How it's to late.

If only..
If only..