lost love

this is when my girlfriend cheated on me this is also how i also feel

I am wondering
Blindlessly walking
Wondering if I'll ever find true love
I stumble only to find myself lustering for more
Wishing hoping someday I will experience
What it is like
Only in my dreams my imagination
My wants needs
Only then will I see
That it will never be true
The search for love conpanionship
Shall be lost for ever
Never to be used again
Then and only then will I relize
That love will never be bestowed apon me
And I shall wonder the earth for eternity
Never to be loved
Never to experience love