Contradict

A poem on intertwined feelings

Being alone while not alone
Being lonely while not lonely
Being upset while happy

A feeling that contradicts each
Tearing apart each little skin on my heart
Each piece of feeling, true yet untrue

I miss you while I don't wanna see you
Go away, you're too close
Come to me, you're too far

The accurate distance, they say,
Neither too near, neither too far
Just right

Please stay there,
And we will be together forever,
Til the time comes

Stay just right,
Don't push me away,
I will not either.

When I feel alone when I'm really alone
When I feel lonely when I should feel lonely
That is the time.