In and Out

what I think of often, sometimes the in and out of depression

I've made a lot of mistakes
the risk of life is high
to learn from them is the point
not to wonder why

why does this always happen
to me and not the rest
always trying everything
to do my very best

but I know
cuz I'm not stupid
it happens
to everyone

I just wish
for once in a while
that I wouldn't be
the one

have you ever noticed
the slumps you get in
and then often wonder
where the hell you've been

you get yourself worked up
over the littlest stuff
often telling yourself
when will it be enough

and then it finally happens
and you begin to rejoice
because once again
you've regained your voice

you're now once again
sitting on top
you're moving your life somewhere
and you're not gonna stop

why do you always do this
you let yourself down
with all your petty worries
no comfort to be found