Silence

My feelings of loss of my relationship with a sibling

I sit here in silence
My life completely changed
My sadness inconsolable
Am I totally to blame?

My best friend, my sweet sister
You flow through my dreams
I miss you in my life
Nothing is really as it seems

Will you ever forgive me?
Will you ever find the truth?
I’m so sorry I hurt you
I know you never had a clue

I will live within this nightmare
I will live with the pain
You must know you are my inspiration
My love, life and gain…