journal of an addict

when you're addicted to something its not easy to get out of it as so many think.

Journal of an addict. great that's saying I have an addiction, that I have a problem, that something is wrong with me. Well that's just great.
I don't get why people get into my business and think they have a right to interfere with my life. I'm an adult. I can make my own choices. So what if you don't agree with my opinion. Does that really make me wrong? People don't understand. They won't try to understand. They already have it in their head that its wrong. Have they ever felt the way I do? How can I be helped? I am to far gone as some say.