I'm sorry...

An Apology and explanation

PAIN.
That's all I can
Come up with
You don't believe
Me when I say I love you
The fact that
We have ceased
Means nothing
How can you not
Know I need you?

Suicide is what you suggest
But shall I do knowing
You are no longer?

SUFFER
Is all I am going through
you say move on
but who moves on from perfection?
I have left nothing but a title
My heart, body, and spirit still
Belongs to you
How can you not know that?

The thought of you being gone
Permanently hurts me physically
As though it didn't already
Hurt enough.

NEED
Is what I have for you
A feeling I know we both share..
I love you Marlon please forgive me...