just surving

Surviving a life of regret,pain,and lonliness.

Just Surviving

She's not that smart.

This much she knows.

Shedding her tears,the pain takes control.

The sweet pain.

She needs her pills to ease the misery,hate,

and shame.

Always the same,

a fight for survival.

Out of control,

lost time doesn't rewind.

Where's her shoulder to cry on?

She needs to dry her cheeks

for her bleeding tears never seem to stop.