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Sometimes this is exactly how I feel.

I don’t know where I will go,
I don’t know where to begin,
The one thing that I do know,
Is I will be jealous of him.

Whoever he may be,
He will succeed where I have not,
Give you the life that you wanted,
The one that I forgot.

I wish I still had your heart,
To keep me warm on lonely nights,
I wish for a new start,
To try again, to reach those heights.

This is not what I wanted,
It needed to stop, I didn’t try,
I should have tried to make you mine,
Now I’m trying not to cry.