Love at the first sight

a negatively turned out relationship.

"it was a love at the first sight,
& i was afraid, afraid it would end with a divorce at the first fight,
because it had no hard ground nor wings to make us a flight,
it had no history, no path nor road to create us a freight,"

"my fears created my destiny,
that love evaporated with scrutiny,
& alone i was again as i was before that history,
& here i am mesmerizing that history"