I describe my anxiety and fears exists through my mental illness.
|Nothing afflicts like the sense of fear
My inner torment is too much to bare
My fault and my turmoil lies in the mind
My eternal wish is to be healed and made fine
Like a raging hurricane that scatters knives
I call out to God with desperate cries
Wherever I turn it’s there to haunt me
Binging dread any place that I flee
Now comes fear of different type
The kind that subdues life.
I feel such relentless opposition when I think of my future
Will I exist like this for now and forever?
I Wish I could sleep and wake up with it gone as a dream
God, bless me and hear me and heal this one grief
By mans’ concoction or with Your own peaceful hand
Let love cast out fear and in comfort will I stand