Entitled Only I

realization

It wasnt right to hold onto you in disbelief
I called you on your bluff
I pull you in and then push you away
I bow my head, thinking enough is enough
I live a lie, and you beg me to stay
there is this dislike thats breeding
such a selfishness in stealing
a heart that was beating for you

against my best efforts
all of those lost days and nights
bright light on, eyes open to a past repeated
cold stares into such a bright glare
hid within my soul
waiting, watching the window for signs of rain