Bittersweet Addiction

What you want, hurts you most.

May the words you speak be the truth
What is in your heart must be told
Hurt the ones you love. Love the ones you hurt
You always wanted someone to hold

Your heart is aching despite the good
You are craving what will drive you mad
What is bad for what you want to happen, is your addiction
Chasing away the good with the bad

Fantasies are driving you wild
You are going to hurt yourself again
Your future depends on your ability to abandon this thought
Your own thoughts are dripping with disdain

You can't fight it for long
Your heart will betray your mind
Beware of those in your heart
Because they will turn you blind