Why Try

This is the lyrics to a song that I wrote a little over a year ago.

Last night I cried
I cried for the first time in a long time
Last night I cried
I cried with no one there by my side
Last night I cried
I sat down and let the tears fall from my eyes, my eyes
My eyes, my eyes

It doesn’t matter what I say
It doesn't matter what I do
It ain't right
So why try

Last night I lied
I lied when I said I was all right
Last night I lied
I lied so I could hide from my pride
Last night I lied
I lied to myself til I closed my eyes, my eyes
My eyes, my eyes

It doesn’t matter what I say
It doesn't matter what I do
It ain't right
So why try

Now I’m fuckin done with this
Cause I'm so fucking sick of it
It ain't right, it’s never right
I’m not right, I’m never right

It doesn’t matter what I say
It doesn’t matter what I do
It ain't right, it’s never right
I’m not right, I’m never right

It doesn’t matter what I say
It doesn't matter what I do
It ain't right, so why try
So why try, so why try