The memories of looking into his eyes...
|How do I begin?
This story of my
Retrospective count down
And looking back on my anxiousness
The memories of looking into his eyes
Or the thought that it might not happen again?
Am I totally disabled by my past?
Can I still get help and change?
Can I be helped?
or is it something more serious?
Is it Menopause?!
I must be strong, I must be brave
My Daddy said so
But I am so scared.